domingo, 20 de abril de 2014

Insecurities

Insecurities
Fill my mind with momentaneous disgust
Fill my hands with blood
Mine.

Insecurities
Fill my mind with fears
Fill my face with tears
Streaming down.

They don't stop,
Insecurities
They destroy you
From the inside out.

Insecurities
They make you feel that you're not good enough.

The truth is
I never was good enough
I'm not good enough.

I'll never be good enough
For myself.

quinta-feira, 17 de abril de 2014

what's the point?

You're born. You build a life. You build a life based on what you see, but mostly on what you've been taught. You never really question it, you never really think about it. Because it all makes senses to you. It makes sense to obey to your parents, to your government, to your superiors. I mean, it's the way it's suppose to be, right? But if you step back, if you get off the system, you're just a rebel. Just a marginal. Just someone that doesn't belong in society, just someone that doesn't fit, doesn't want to work. But we never put ourselves in their place, do we? We never think of them as revolutionary, we don't want to hear what they have to say, because they are nobody, they don't fit. And we should stay away from people like that, right? To keep our right track, to keep our lives stable. But do we ever stop to listen to those people? Should we even stop our lives to do that? Are we just being sheeps or are we secretly wishing that we had the guts to do what they're doing?
You get your shit together, you build a life, a house, a family. You live your life comfortably, but is it really what you wanted? Is it really what you aspired to, what you dreamed? Don't you wish to be somewhere else, doing something else, with someone else? Everything seems okay to you now, but if you stop to think, this is not what you aimed for. You're bigger than this. You're a rebel, a marginal, you don't fit. You don't have to obey anyone, you don't have to be a sheep, you have a conscience. You are YOU.
Don't be a sheep. Don't built your life based on someone elses opinion or beliefs. What's the point of that? You are the one who's going to die when the time comes, so you should live your life the way you want to.